Thank God for giving me such an arrangement!

I am so happy when the training provider center called me to say that they have a class on the 2nd week of next month. Hooray!!! I was supposed to attend the Nov class but some attendees last minute withdrew and left me only. Thus, they cancelled the class. This training is something that I have been longing for and never thought I would really got the chance to attend. Somemore, it's sponsored by company. My company has played it's part by training me up, thus, I have to play my part by working extra hard to master it. Thank God for everything..... This training definitely helps me to progress further in my job. I am so looking forward to it.

Mixed Feeling

I have mixed feelings. I was not very emotionally stabled recently. Small small issues were enough to drive me nuts and made me cried so pathetically. It must be the hormones or it was just that i was bursting because of i have been suppressing all these for awhile which my conscious mind didn't realize? I was crying the other day in the car while driving alone. It's a real cry which I just can't help to stop. I find it more a relief after crying. I do wonder if I was not placed to be at this point of life now, what would my life be? Do I have alternatives? Do you wish to have a second chance to opt again at a certain point of your life? I do sometimes think impractically. What if this and what if that. *slap* girl, pls wake up.....nobody is gonna help you if you choose to live in the past.