*Mix Feeling*

The J training was over and it's already 1 week since I went back to office. After 1 week off my task, the past 1 week was like picking up my task from where I left behind. I was trying my best to finish off whatever left so that I can officially start getting my hand dirty on something new, something I learned from the training. At least that can add some spice to my current task. Not bad also rite?

2008 is approaching soon. I shall hope for a good year coming ahead. Shall I come up with a resolution lists this round? It's been quite sometime since I last did some self-reflection kind of thingy. I guess it's time to sit down quietly again to do some thinking and to virtually map my route.

Mixed Feeling

I have mixed feelings. I was not very emotionally stabled recently. Small small issues were enough to drive me nuts and made me cried so pathetically. It must be the hormones or it was just that i was bursting because of i have been suppressing all these for awhile which my conscious mind didn't realize? I was crying the other day in the car while driving alone. It's a real cry which I just can't help to stop. I find it more a relief after crying. I do wonder if I was not placed to be at this point of life now, what would my life be? Do I have alternatives? Do you wish to have a second chance to opt again at a certain point of your life? I do sometimes think impractically. What if this and what if that. *slap* girl, pls wake up.....nobody is gonna help you if you choose to live in the past.